I've always wanted to be a librarian.
My first real job was at a library (besides babysitting & paper routes).
My current job is stressful in that I feel like I'm in over my head, like they could discover that I really don't know what I'm doing & let me go. Or, that they could decide to stop carrying me with my limited knowledge & let me go. Or that the systems that I *do* know could become obsolete & I would be rendered useless here.
Good things about my current job, though, are my insanely flexible hours (unless they decide to start imposing restrictions & schedules on me), benefits & the fact that I'm overpaid for what I actually do. I don't know exactly what I make, but I know it's over $30,000/yr for working a 6 hour day. And, most of the days, I have plenty of time to do the bills at my desk, make appts, surf the internet, etc.
Classes start 8/23 at the local college for the basic prerequisite class in the LTA (Library Technical Assistant) course of study. I could either go for a certificate (31 credit hours) or an associates degree (64 credit hours - including the basic 31 plus electives & general ed). I could probably only manage one or two courses a semester (about 8 credit hours), and still go to work, take care of family, etc. And, credit hours currently cost $96 each. So, the first class would be around $400. And, the whole thing would be $3100-6500 altogether.
Additionally, if I did, eventually, get a job in the Library field, the average salary is currently about $24,000 and I'm sure I wouldn't have the sweet hours & freedom that I have in this current job. And, of course, there's also the possibility that no jobs would be available once I'm done - or that the certificate wouldn't be considered very valuable by employers.
If I take the first class, though & do *nothing* with it, won't that be a big waste of $400???
Another good thing is that I can take the first class on-line (extra $50), so I don't even have to get a babysitter or rearrange my schedule at all. Would just have to find time to do it.
The LTA faculty advisor is having an open house tomorrow morning & I took the day off of work to attend.
I hate making decisions like this.
And, on top of it all, Jim could *really* use the career change, too. He's looking at classes, thinking about what he might want to do & how he could fit it all in. He's thinking that, now that Shelby & Allison are in school all day, if he keeps his schedule how it currently is, he will only really see the two of them on the weekends. It'll go like this:
- He gets home from work & goes to sleep, as I'm waking up & getting the kids to school.
- He sleeps til Annie wakes up & spends the day with her.
- He gets Shelby from bus stop, sees Allison come home from school, then I get home from work & he goes to sleep.
- I put kids to bed before he wakes up.
He doesn't want to live like that. Wants to get a day job & maybe have me move to an early 2nd shift, so that Annie doesn't have to spend too much time/money in daycare/preschool. Or, something along those lines, anyway.
He just sees that he's only got 3 more years with Allison until she's officially grown-up & out of school. Wants to make the most of it, if he can.
Decisions, decisions, decisions... Reminds me of a line from a Joni Mitchell song - "No trouble in their faces, not one anxious voice - none of the crazy you get from too much choice".
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